*cue in shyness*
Beginning with elementary, I actually wrote in a classmate's autograph that.....
***(those things where the first page is all about your favorite music, hobbies, etc.; the second page then asks about your first love; and in the last page there's a blank box that's meant for a photo but will never be filled below which you have to write a dedication to the owner of the embarassing book of elementary school secrets)***
..."I wish I was a princess". That's verbatim by the way.
Then in high school I was so much into internet that I can't remember what I really wanted to be though med school was always floating around.
In college I got greedy and told my uncle I was gonna get my RMT license then MD license then open up a diagnostic center then turn it into a hospital and that I would be needing his capital. That stayed in my head for a few years.
First year of medicine I just wanted to finish it, build myself a home, tell my mother to retire and just live with me and tend to her gardens.
And now, after baking myself in the summer heat, being alone with time t owaste. I think this may be some form of enlightenment. A bit of maturation at most. I just want the world to go back to the way it used to be. Or just my world for that matter. I could just live my some one or some people in a really really fresh place. I could plant... plants. I feel like breathing fresh air. Just live the natural way. How dreamy of me.
Right now I think I was meant to be born British. But hey, just give me lots of time and I can think about lots of things! Like for example, I realized the absurdity that's been going on in my head with regard to my, uh, ultimate dream.